![]() ![]() Now, here I am sure you are thinking "Why didn't you leave him?" If you have never been in this situation, it may be impossible for me to make you understand, and in a way I hope you never do because it is a terrible and painful thing. He never did anything with another woman (that I know of) and always came to bed with me, but in his mind he was with them. He would get pictures of other women and tell me that he was looking at them because I was a disappointment and that he had to look at them to be able to be with me. ![]() ![]() Many many years ago I was with someone who was addicted to porn (see previous posts) who managed to tear me down and make me feel as if I were the most worthless, ugliest woman on the earth. There will always be a scar there, and if you receive a new wound that crosses over the old one, it could very easily tear that scar wide open and unleash all the old pains.īefore I go any further, I want it to be known that what I am going through is not because of a current issue, but in fact because a recent issue drudged up some very old pains that I buried deep in my box of hurt. They say that time heals all wounds, but that is not true. It's funny how something that appears to be reasonably small can dredge up memories that are as huge and overbearing as the tallest volcano, ready to spew chaos and pain all over. ![]()
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